+ pierrot +

I loved you too much
at that time that's all I did
but already I'm tired of looking at you
someone else is in my arms

now my love becomes nothing
hatred wells up inside me
I want to tear it all down
my selfishness, too, do you like it?

more than words, much more I wanted
just your body was what I wanted

a lone pierrot performing before the mirror
softly comes before me to say
is it me or is it her who makes you suffer?
all alone I'm whispering

by the time I realised it, I had hurt you
we don't understand each other, but I'm here

[extract from a translation of Dir en Grey's 'Raison d'etre']

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brushes: , , me

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